signs or coincidences or just destiny

here i go..

here i go again..

here i go all the time..

haiyzt..

after a countless days, i saw the 2 guys who’s been part of my life..

yah, they been part of my life as the person i’d almost love..

(kaya napapabuntong hininga ako eh)

haizt..

well lets start with william..

as far as i know his real name is william villaluz..

he has the most beautiful i’ve ever seen then..

but he’s not that tall..(hihi)

i always saw him with his mountain bike passing by in the front of our house before..

and there’s was this time that i block his way just to ask what’s his name..

to my luck, his not that suplado, so he gave me his name an had a chat for a couple of minutes, then he went off..

since then, everytme he passes through my house he smiles at me, as in everytime he sees me he’ll always smile..

actually he has this certain time when he’ll pass, so i mark the time, set an alarm and make sure that im in my most charming aura (haha) when he pass by..

so it almost happen everyday, till one day he didn’t pass by..

that one day turns into a week..

a week turns into a month..

a month turns into a year..

and a year turns into years..

till last week..

i saw him in our new compound were  i live..

i was buying a cigarette then, we’re he’s also a customer..

too bad he didn’t even recognizes me…

i saw..

a guy in distress..

everything on him just change..

his hair, his complexion everything..

but still he has those eyes..

i dont know why did i saw him again..

sya na kaya ang mamahalin ko?

oh talagang may ginagawa lang xa dun sa compound namen??

haist..

here’s another one..

meet don-don..

his real name is don caraz..

that is accordingto him..

he has similarity with david archuleta

actually he’s my friends boyfriend when i met him..

i never really like him the first time i saw him..

he’s too soft, actually he’s a bisexual..

the problem with me is, the often i saw him the more im liking him..

so we often see each other, but not that often that we always see each other everyday..

we became friends, textmates and the likes..

but i never tell him that i like him..

just like william, he also disappear..

he disappear because he and my friend broke up..

he didnt even come to my bestfriends house were we used to hang out..

and after a couple of months..

im hearing news that he and my other friend is on a relationship..

well actaully sila na talaga..

slight nagulat ako..

and you know naman na this is not the first time na nangyari to di ba..

nagpupunta na ulit xa sa bahay ng bestfriend ko..

but we haven’t had a chance na magkita kasi nga andito ako sa alabang..

till palm sunday..

nasa cavite ako nun..

after kong pumunta ng church at nagpabless ng palaspas..

kinuha ko na sa bahay yung mga gamit ko at babayahe na ko papuntang alabang..

naging ugali ko na pumunta sa bahay ng bestfriend ko bago ako bumyahe..

so nagpunta nga ako dun..

hinintay sya kasi naliligo pa daw xa..

after nyang maligo tinanong nya ako..

“nasan na yung dalawa?”

sabi ko..

“sinong dalawa?”

sabi nya..

“Si Don at (yung name ng friend ko)..”

nagulat ako..

“ha? andito sila?”

sabi nya..

“Uu, ayan pa yung gamit nila eh, siguro lumabas lang.”

nagpanic na ako..

“hala, alis na ako..yoko sila makita..”

then the next senario, piniglan nya ako..

nagpapigil naman ako kasi gusto ko nga xa makita eh..

then i waited inside the house..

mamaya lang dumating na sila..

ang tagal ko sa loob..

tas biglang pumasok yung friend ko, ayun since alam nya na crush yung jowa nya, inistir nya ako..

eh gumagabi na, gagabihin na rin ako sa byahe..

so lumabas na ako kahit alam ko na nandun silang dalawa..

paglabas ko ng house diretso ako sa tindahan..

as in dinedma ko sila..

eh tinawag nya ako..

ayun..

bumalik ako..hihi

so pagbalik ko we talk..

he asks kung kumusta na ba ako..

i said im fine..

then silence between us..

silang dalawa na lang ng jowa nya ang nag-usap..

tas he ask kung pede mag wash ng face dun sa bestfriend ko..

so binigyan xa ng soap and towel then he stand up to wash..

and to my godforsaken surprise.(may ganun talaga? haha)

he kissed me on my cheek!!!

(oh di ba? sinu di magugulat dun?)

but of course that kissed was a just a friendly kiss..

but still he kissed me..

woooooooooohhhhh!!

(express ko lang toh ha.. di ko kasi ma-express toh that time eh..)

and thats not the ending..

we went off papuntang court ng volleyball…

kasu walang naglalaro..

so nagpahatid na ako sa bestfriend ko dun sakayan ng jeep..

and to my second surprise…

sumama sya, of course kasama nya yung jowa nya..

(kala mu yung jowa nya parang di ko friend eh..haha..bitter)

nauna na akong maglakad, nagulat ako may umakbay saken..

sya pala..eeeeeeee!!

(ang landi ko lang ah..haha)

he’s so close to me and im barely wrapped in his arms..

wiwit!!!!!!!!!

then pinipilit nya akong wag na lang tumuloy para sa kanya..

(wow ha!! juwa?)

of course tumuloy pa rin ako..

may paxok kasi si ate kinabukasaneh..

as usual for formality, beso beso..

i expect na i kikiss nya ulit ako..

and so he did..kaso la na ko kilig factor eh..

di sumakay na nga ako ko, tas hinawakan nya pa yung kamay ko..

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then bumyahe na nga ako..

 i just realize na parehas kami ng tatak ng mobile phone (sony ericsson)

parehas kaming naka checkered na pants..

at parehas na kulay black with white line yung flipflops namen..

oh di ba?

signs ba oh coincidence lang?

eto pa..

i was walking pauwi ng house galing ako g festival..

i saw a familiar face..

tinawag ko..

“don-don!”

oh di ba of all the places na pede kami uliti magkita after ng palm sunday eh sa palengke pa ng alabang..

so we had a little chat because im rushing home..

oh di ba di sadya yun..

wala communication though alam ko yung mobile number nya di kami nagttxt..

now he’s the prob..

im confused if i should teel my friend that i saw his boo..

kasi i think may something si don-don na ginawa dun sa festi..

a bisexual thing..

so i didnt texted my friend..

but my friend texted me..

sbi nya..

“nagkita daw akyo ng asawa ko, iguro tinxt mu xa noh?”

syempre sinabi ko..

“hindi ah, di sadya yung pagkikita namen..”

sabi ng friend ko..

“nu yun destiny?”

oh di ba ang gulo..

ayoko naman bigyan ng meaning yung mga bagay bagay so i’ll wait na lang what happens next..

see you again..

mwah…

April 8, 2009. Uncategorized.