Type-B people are hunters. They have independent spirits with strong personalities. While they don’t care what others think of them, they are extremely passionate about the things they hold dear. They can be shallow, lazy and quite impatient.

Type-AB people are humanists. They are an unpredictable, distant lot, but tend to use their heads over their hearts. They are good with money. They seek accord and so work well as mediators; however, they can be viewed as two-faced.

Type-O people are warriors. They are outgoing, expressive, and passionate. They are highly motivated and natural leaders. Blessed with a strong physical presence, they aren’t afraid to gamble because they are so convinced they will win. They are natural athletes. They tend to be obsessive in their quest for success, and this can make them boring to others.

one more..

Here are the general ideas of each blood type. The Rh factor plays no role in the blood type/personality idea:

Type A:
While outwardly calm, they have such high standards (perfectionists) that they tend to be balls of nerves on the inside. Type A’s are the most artistic of the blood groups. They can be shy, are conscientious, trustworthy, and sensitive.

Type B:
Goal oriented and strong minded, type B’s will start a task and continue it until completed, and completed well. Type B’s are the individualists of the blood group categories and find their own way in life.

Type AB:
Type AB’s are the split personalities of the blood groups. They can be both outgoing and shy, confident and timid. While responsible, too much responsibility will cause a problem. They are trustworthy and like to help others.

Type O:
Type O’s are outgoing, and very social. They are initiators, although they don’t always finish what they start. Creative and popular, they love to be the center of attention and appear very self confident.

Compatability by Blood Groups:
A is most compatible with A and AB

B is most compatible with B and AB

AB is most compatible with AB, B, A and O

O is most compatible with O, and AB

now this one really cool..

MEN

Blood group # 1.
This self-confident, purposeful place-hunter doesn’t need a rival at all. Trembling and awe they feel for strong women may not be an obstacle for romantic relations, if a woman gives him to understand at once, that she’s not a leader in your house. And she will have to keep her parnter in dark for ever, otherwise his affected ambition will definitely lead to breakup.
Women with second blood group attract him with their surface inaccessibility, but keep with their further obedience and devotion, as he cannot imagine his life without them.
Women with third blood group are giddy and elusive, they will be best for holiday season or light office flirt. And if you are impatient to charm this egoist, forget about your light-mindedness.
Women with fourth blood group are serious and intelligent, they will get into contact with this hero easily, the main is to get hold of him, until his interest is replaced by boredom. Some mystery and light-mindedness will help you.

Blood group # 2.
Strong and romantic natures of women-representatives of first blood group interest them in yough age, so if you failed to lasso him at once, your chances are lowering in proportion with your age. Although such husband – is true support and creator of comfort for a business-woman. If she’s a strategist in business, then he’s just a necessary tactician, but it’s difficult to reach warmth and unity in such relations.
Women with same blood group are too cold and wise for him, he should be confident in strong feelings of his half, as she’s his home front.
And third group will be able to provide sincere, warm and spontaneous relations to this secluded workaholic best of all.
He often likes women with fourth blood group, they are good at communication and in bed, but this affair hardly ends with marriage.

Blood group # 3.
They know how to please everybody and don’t deprive themselves of pleasure of communication with everybody. Women-representatives of first blood group often want to gain them and make concessions to them gladly.
Our heroes like rationalism and some earthiness of women with second blood group, as they can do without this earthiness, but have no objection to using it in others.
Universal in love, they feel storm of cheers and emotions with coevals, understand each other wonderfully and give inexhaustible pleasure to second half.
Indeed, gifted idealist with fourth blood group has same chances. Although a partner’s wild temperament may not suit this thoughtful dreamer.

Blood group # 4.
Women with first blood group have little chances. They are treated like men in skirt, their opinions seem to be too sharp and categoric for him. He can admire and respect them, but not love. Indeed, if a woman is senior and more experienced, than her partner, then she can achieve her goal, playing a role of a mother, tender woman, but at the same time leading and supporting.
Not very self-confident men of this blood group often like representatives of second blood group. Their tenderness, kindness and quiet are just necessary for this romantic’s restless soul.

However, you shouldn’t expect repose with third group. However, they are life-loving and sincere, and relations with them promise storm of emotions and feelings, both pleasant and vice versa.
Two grumblers and individualists in one bottle are incompatible, like similar charges. It’s difficult for them to stay up without supporting each other in their helplessness.

WOMEN
Blood group # 1.
For strong and purposeful women of this group men with the same group are too dangerous, their relations resemble military operations, not a love union.
Realists and practical men from second group – are their true home front and support. Such couple has the strongest and happiest marriages.
Representatives of third group are too untrustworthy and frivolous – in general, they are attractive, but dangerous.
Spinelessness of romantics from fourth group rather irritates, not attracts.

Blood group # 2.
A true associate, voluntary housemaid, industrious subordinate – she plays all these roles in relations with a strong and self-confident partner with first blood group.
She’s too similar with men of the same blood group – they are calm realists. Indeed, if her loved one is little senior her, then their marriage will be stable and happy.
She will remember a short, but wild affair with a representative of first group for a long, but she’ll hardly like a prospect of becoming a cuckold.
Romantics from fourth group will bring missing loftiness into our heroine’s life, what can cause both great love and irreconcilable hatred.

Blood group # 3.
They do want to gain representatives of first group, but only like a trophy, to flatter their self-esteem. There’re no feelings here.
Other partners attract them in their own way: men with the same group attract with their adventurism, men with second group – with odd earthiness and calmness, romantics with fourth group – with mystery and idealism.

Blood group # 4.
They do like leaders from first group. This is an ideal for them, causing deference and delight. But their own insignificance near this idol may also tire them.
Relations with second group are ideal. A tender and stable, defender and bread-winner can really bring happiness to his soul mate, and she will present him the whole ardour of her romantic soul.
Unreliability of men from third group scares away and attracts at the same time. So it’s dangerous to throw in their lot with them.
Prospects are not happy with men of the same group.
However, considering peculiarities of your partner, evaluating all his pluses and minuses, not requiring impossible things from him, it’s quite possible to avoid reefs on the sea of love feelings.
The main is to know what to do.

If you like a person with:

First blood group
Take him by assault, no diplomacy and mystery. Tell him about your feelings sincerely and offer something at once. Arrange a romantic evening (surely with a beautiful table, nice dress and delicious food) and finish it with open passion.

Second blood group
In struggle with rivals your weapon – is spiritual affinity. Show him you understand him better and can care about his interests. Don’t hurry events, he should understand he won’t find anyone better than you by himself. Don’t irritate him with endless requests, like: “Tell me that you love me” or questions: “When will you move to my place?”

Third blood group
Don’t listen to, but hear every word, flatter, remember his achievements and be astonished by his rectitude in every possible case. Sincerity and spontaneity will help you a lot in relations with him.

Fourth blood group
No matter what he does – everything is genious. He’s just irreplaceable. Give him commissions and be delighted with him beyond all measure. But never require anything from him directly. If you chose him as your husband, chum up with his relatives and friends. Allow them telling him about your soleness. And further he will break the ice between you.

If you want to avoid breakup after a quarrel with a person of:

First blood group
Make excuses at once and redress a wrong through African passions in bed

Second blood group
Admit to being in the wrong calmly. Even if it’s not truth, invent your blame. Most likely, he will admit graciously, that he got angry too.

Third blood group
Wait until he makes the first step and offers something. But don’t forget to admire his intelligence.

Fourth blood group
He will calm down little by little, and relations will warm up. But it’s good to link up a go-between from his company.

LEGEND:

First Blood Group = Type A

Second Blood Group = B

Third Blood Group = AB

Fourth Blood Group = O

disclaimer: i didn’t wrote this! i just also read it in the net, just wanna share with you guys..

One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat.

Love said, “Richness, can you take me with you?” Richness answered, “No, I can’t. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you.”

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. “Vanity, please help me!” “I can’t help you, Love.

You are all wet and might damage my boat,” Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, “Sadness, let me go with you.” “Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!”

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her. Suddenly, there was a voice, “Come, Love, I will take you.” It was an elder.

So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going.

When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way.

Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, “Who Helped me?” “It was Time,” Knowledge answered. “Time?” asked Love. “But why did Time help me?”

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, “Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is.”

She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He was always there for her.
She told her boyfriend, ‘If I could only see the world, I will marry you.’

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off,

she was able to see everything,

including her boyfriend.

He asked her,’Now that you can see the world,
will you marry me?’ The girl looked at her boyfriend
and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her.
She hadn’t expected that. The thought of looking at them
the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: ‘Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.’

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a Gift

Today before you say an unkind word
- Think of someone who can’t speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food
- Think of someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife
- Think of someone who’s crying out to GOD for a companion.
Today before you complain about life
- Think of someone who died too early
Before you complain about your children
- Think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.
Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn’t clean or
sweep
- Think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you drive
-Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job – Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
- Remember that not one of us is without sin.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
- Put a smile on your face and think:
you’re alive and still around.
-

“Trust in yourself. Your perceptions are often far more accurate than you are willing to believe.”

enjoy reading.. XD

Manila International Airport, 2:00 am. It’s been two years since she had last seen the Manila International Airport. Not much has changed. Her last memory of this airport was when Miguel dropped her off. She was on her way to New York to pursue a career in Wall Street.

“Promise me something will you? Please don’t get married until I come back?” She jokingly told him as she lifted up her backpack.

“LOL. Very funny. Ikaw ang mag-promise. Promise me you won’t run off with some nerdy economist in the next two years.”

“Let’s see, shall we. Bye, Miguel. I’ll call you as soon I get to New York.”

That was her last memory in this place. The warm Manila air made her feel a bit restless and yet she feels excited. This is the first time in two years she’ll be seeing Miguel again. She was thoughtfully going through the immigration counters, thinking of how much she missed seeing Miguel. How different would he be now? Sure he sends her regular weekly e-mails and pictures but being the busy person that she had always been, she didn’t get the time to chat with him and buy a webcam.

She’s finally out. “Where is Miguel?” She wondered. “Ah there!” she exclaimed when she saw the silver gray Nissan Patrol parked near the exit. TGW926. Yup, that’s Miguel alright. Her heart was leaping ahead of her as the driver got off.

“Hey! I missed you!” He said, as he hugged her.

“I missed you too. So much.” She said, as she hugged him back. It was warm. It felt good to be back. It felt great to feel his hug.

“Let me get those.” He said pointing at her luggage. “Then we’ll have more time for hugging and chika.”

“Okay.”

Edsa, 4:30 am. Miguel’s cellphone rings. Mama, the name flashes on the screen.

“You should really get that.”

“No, you should get that. She’s been waiting for you. She insists that we go straight to her after I pick you up form the airport. She also insists that you spend tomorrow with her.” Miguel was talking about her mother. Miguel was an only child and his mother wanted a daughter. She would often tell Bea that since she doesn’t have a mom anymore, she should let Tita Doris be her second mom. She loved Bea as if she were her own daughter.

“Hello? Yes, Tita. How are you nap po?… ah opo. Miguel already told me. Sige po. Okay po. I’ll see you later.” She turns off the phone and looks out the window. The phone rings again, this time the name “Sugar” flashes on the screen. Hmmm, “Sugar.” He was quick. He got a hold of the phone and answered it. “Hello. Yeah. Pauwi na. I’m with her na. Yeah. Tomorrow, I will. Promise. We’ll see you tomorrow.”

We? Is that supposed to mean me and him? See Sugar? Who is Sugar, anyway? “Who was that?” she couldn’t keep herself from asking. “Sugar ha?”

“I’ll introduce her tomorrow. Uwi muna tayo sa bahay. By the way, kamusta na si Edward?” “Edward?”

“Oo, si Edward, naalala mo yung boyfriend na iniwan mo sa New York? Anong klase ka ba naming girlfriend? Kaya hindi kita niligawan eh. Baka makalimutan mo rin ako.”

“Ah si Edward. Hayun. Nasa New York.” Miguel has met Edward when he came to New York to give Bea a surprise visit. He seems a nice guy. Not the geeky economist Miguel pictured Bea would end up with. He is actually a cool guy and loves Bea a lot.

“He called me up, a week ago, asking a lot of things about you. Parang may balak ata…”

“Balak na?”

“Tell me, did he propose to you? He sounded like he was going to propose to you kasi.”

“Ah look, here we are at Tita Doris.”

At Tita Doris’, 4:45 am. A pleasantly plump woman enters the living room. She was in her mid-fifties, a familiar warm smile and two open arms. She welc! omed Bea, gave her a big hug and kissed her on the cheek. “Hay anak, kamusta ka na? Na-miss na kita. Pinakain ka ba nito si Miguel?”

“Opo, Tita.” She looked around. Not much has changed in this house. She remembers spending her college days in this house. She remembers sinking into Tita Doris’ arms when her mom died. She remembers only good things about this woman. She can’t remember a time when she had been unkind to her and yes, she loves her like her own mother.

“Iha, sabihan mo nga yang si Miguel. Sabihin mo ‘wag padalos-dalos magdesisyon. “

“Po?”

“Mama naman. Let Bea rest. I’ll tell her everything tomorrow.” Miguel interrupted his mother before she can spill the beans.

“Ha? What was that all about?” Bea was curious.

“Bukas na lang.”

“Okay. Tita, if it’s okay I’ll go rest now.” She hugged her, and proceeded to climb the stairs. Miguel followed her carrying her luggage.

“Alam mo I missed this house. ! Uy sino ba si Sugar? Tsaka bakit parang worried nanay mo sa iyo?”

“Bukas na. Sugar is having lunch here.”

“Hmmm, intriguing, pero sige. Bukas na.” They were both standing as the door to the guest room. “Alam mo, it’s really good to be back in this house. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Tita Doris’ 10:00 am. She woke up, sunlight flooding her bedroom. She was able to rest. She got up, arranged the bed sheets and took a nice, cold shower. Minutes later, she was down at the garden having brunch with Tita Doris.

“Hi! Tita. Where is Miguel?”

“Sinundo si Sugar.”

“Sino ba yang Sugar na yan? Nai-intriga na ako.”

“Iha, I’ll let Miguel tell you who Sugar is. Promise me something, though. Whatever happens you’ll always be my daughter, Bea?”

She felt scared. Why was Tita Doris suddenly serious? “Opo naman.”

“Anyway, iha. I heard from Miguel your boyfriend sounded like he was going to propose a week ago. Did he propose?”

Bea looked at her hands, bare of any engagement ring. She looked at Tita Doris and smiled. Before she could answer, Miguel showed up. With him is a woman she had not seen before. She was of medium frame, shoulder length hair and looked very feminine.

“Sugar, the sister I never had, Bea. Bea, Sugar, my fiancée`.” It felt as if somebody had thrown cold water on her. His what? Blood rushed to her head. She blushed. Her cheeks felt very warm. She couldn’t swallow. Her heart beating a hundred beats per minute.

“Your what?” She looked at Miguel, blushing then suddenly white as with shock. “I’m sorry, Sugar but this is quite a surprise. Miguel has never mentioned you in any of his e-mails,” she said as she looked at Sugar with a confused look. She looked at Tita Doris, she looked back as if she was consoling her.

“Yeah, I got engaged. I’m keeping my promise. I’m getting married on Saturday. O di ba you’re here ! so in essence I’ve kept my promise.”

She managed to smile faintly. She hugged Miguel and congratulated him. She even managed to tell Sugar “You got a catch here, girl. Take good care of him or else I will snatch him under your nose.” It sounded as if she was just joking, turning over a very important possession to it’s next owner. In the deepest recesses of her person, she knew she meant it.

“He told me a lot of nice things about you.” Sugar said, smiling at her as if they had been friends for the longest time.

“I’m sure he has.”

Lunch was served. All of Bea’s favorite Filipino dishes. She and Sugar spent time chatting the afternoon away, looking at Bea’s and Miguel’s college photos and yearbooks. She found out that Sugar likes most of the things she does. They both came from the same high school. As she tried to get to know Sugar better during their afternoon chat, she realized that not only was she perfect for Miguel,! she also seemed like the best gal pal Bea could find. They talked about the wedding details, the dress, the ring, the shoes, the tiara. They like almost the same places, the same styles, the same shops. She told Sugar they should do shopping marathon together. Had it been another day, she would be telling herself that this is really a great opportunity to find someone who understands her shopping needs. Except that this is not one of those days… Except that this woman, this perfect, feminine girlfriend was Miguel’s fiancée`.

Bea’s phone rings. The name Boyfriend flashes.

“You should really get that” Sugar told Bea.

“Yeah, I guess I should. Hello? Yes? I’m good. I’m here at Miguel’s. Oh I have in front of me Sugar, Miguel’s fiancée`.” The words almost got stuck in her throat, but she still managed to give Sugar a smile. “Listen, I’ll call you later. I have very good news for you.”

Miguel sat down beside Bea. Sugar was looking at them and asked “So tell me? Was there never a time the two of you were more than Platonic?” Bea and Miguel looked at each other then looked at their own hands. Miguel’s gaze turned to Sugar. He answered “Of course not. Bea and I were never like that.”

“As in?” Sugar inquired.

“LOL, oo naman. She was a handful. Too much to handle for me. I can’t keep up with her. She’s never stands still.” Miguel looked at Bea and smiled, his eyes turning into slits as his dimples gloriously show.

“I guess that’s the way for you. But not for Edward.” Bea replied, with a little hint of disappointment.

“Okay lang yun. Edward is tough enough.” Miguel was still smiling.

“Wait, speaking of Edward. I need to call him.”

Bea left the garden and went up to her room to call Edward. “Hello? Edward. Here goes. Yes. The answer is Yes.”

*********

The wedding went well. It was one of the most elegant weddings she had seen. Sugar had everything covered and she was a very beautiful, blushing bride.

“I, Miguel, take you, Sugar, as my friend and love, beside me and apart from me, in laughter and in tears, in conflict and tranquility, asking that you be no other than yourself, love what I know of you, trusting what I do not know yet, in all the ways that life may find us.”

Bea felt a stab of pain hitting her heart. She slowly got up, walked away from the spectators. Tears streaming down her flushed cheeks.

**********

Bea is once again on her way to the airport. Miguel is driving for her, this time with a wedding ring on his left finger.

“Hay, here we go again. I’m driving you to the airport. Kailan na naman kaya tao magkikita?”

“Ewan ko. Tell me something,” her tone all too serious. “What was it that you love about Sugar? How did you know she was the one?” Miguel just smiled. “Dali na ano? Malay mo I need to decide in a couple of days diba?”

“You know what I love about her? The same things I loved about you before. The only difference is that she’s not as ambitious as you are. When you left for New York two years ago, I knew I don’t have a place in the life you’ve chosen. I don’t blame you for that. You’re good in your field and I thought to myself that it’s your right to move on without me. Moving away was a decision you made for yourself. I know this sounds silly and you might nag me about it but I found the better version of you in Sugar. She’s so much like you in so many ways but the only difference is she loves me more than you do.”

She wanted to cry the tears she had kept as he witnessed him say his vows, but kept her composure. She just chuckled a laugh. How could he move on without her? Why was it easy for him and not for her? As she got off the car, she gave Miguel one last hug. This time she felt her heart heavy.

“I guess this is goodbye?” she told Miguel.

“Wait, I’m not letting you out until you answer question. Did Edward propose?”

Bea showed Miguel her left hand. In it was a one carat diamond solitaire ring set in platinum. “Yes.”

Miguel let out a sigh and congratulated her. As Miguel turned his gaze from the steering wheel to Bea’s face, he saw a single tear fall from her right eye and then she said, “If it gives any consolation. Edward was the best version of you that I can find in New York.”

———— —-
DoN’t LEt gO tOo sOon bUt dON’t HaNg On tOo lOnG

when loving someone never regret what u did …
only regret what u never did ..
its not a matter of finding the right person …
but its a matter of being the right person for the one u choose to LOVE….

sinu nga ba ang taong walang secret?

di ba?

pero bakit nga ba sila may secret?

anu ba kasi yung secret?

secret is..

lihim sa tagalog..

haha..

well let’s get going to my dirty little secret..

ahm..

i dunno if  im gonna say it..

but im FORCED to say it..

eneweys, here it goes..

before i had this inis factor sa mga bi or bisexuals b’coz i have experienced na pagmalditahan nila..

may isa kasing lalaki na pedeng landiin sa isang inuman na napuntahan ko, at meron ding bi na parang trip landin yung lalaki at syempre anudun ako na ang balak ko ay maglandi lang talaga..

so i made my move and while doing that nagulat ako sa exenang ginawa ni bi..

anjan ang pa-epal scene.. “uy anu yan? ang lansa nyu naman..eeww” sabi ni bi..

anjan din ang lasing-lasingan scene.. “tabi jan nasusuka ako!” sabay daan sa pagitan namen ng lalaki..

and many more to count scenes.. (actually i just forgot..hehe)

and so wala syang nagawa napunta sa mga kamay ko si lalaki..

akala the end na dun.. kinabukasan.. after nawala ang mga visitors at naiwan ako at ang pohtang bi..

eto na..

super talak sya saken ng kung anu-ano mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan o ayaw ko lang talagang intindihin..

since din naging bitter na ko sa kanila..

kasi they were to anxious if it comes to landian, uu nga naman since na nakadamit panglalaki sila, mahihrapan talaga silang maglandi..

di katulad ko na cross dresser, i can’t flirt anytime i want..

but of course people change, so do i..

gusto ko na sila..

bakit?

eh kasi.. anu.. panu ba toh..

i had this close encounter with one..

i almost made up with him..

kasi ganto yun..

sometimes i had this so called “tama ng alak” that what i want to do is to join my friends pag-pauwi na sila..

kahit na wrong way yun pauwi sa haws ko..

so ito nga, we were in a drinking session tas pumunta tong si “bi” actually he’s my friend’s friend na naging friend ko na rin kasi nakasama ko na xa before.. at sa loob pa ng rehas ha, nacurfew kasi kami nun.. kaso that time eh wala pa ata kaming malisya sa isa’t isa..

until nga nung gabi na yun.. we drunk till we empty 4 or 5 bottles of  hard drinks, then nagkayayaan ng umuwi, tas sabi ko sabay na kami..

though alam kong alam nya na marowrong way ako, dedma lang naman xa, di naman xa nagreact eh, so sa jeep kwentuhang lasing nah, till sinabi nya na bababa na daw sya, so sabi ko sige bababa na rin ako..

yun na nga sabay na kaming bumaba…

and then we kissed..

sa may gilid lang yun ng seven eleven sa tapat ng la salle dasma..

the kissed was so passionate..

parang i was kissing a straight men..

wala xang halong pagpapagirl, he really acted like a man..

actually i wanna go further than that kaso napatingin ako sa sky..

to my surprise sky blue na ang kulay nya at sa farthern east side ay medyo may kulay yellow na..

tinanung ko na xa kung anun tine na, sabi nya 6:00 am..

shoot! sige uwe na ko bye..

yung lang yun..

forgot to tell that we exchange number nung nasa jeep pa kami..

so we became textmate pa nga eh, balak ko na xang karirin eh, kaso xa walang balak magpakarir..

ayun..

tas may mga friends na rin akong bi now..

ang nakakaloka lang, mas malandi na sila ngaun kesa before, they’re too agressive..

mahilig sila sa eyeballs then after that sa kanya-kanyang place para mag-do..

pero i guess lifestyle na nila yun eh, la na ako magagawa dun..

open na rin pala ako na if ever na may chance na magkajowa ng bi eh di go for it..

sayang, pseudo bf din yun..hehe..

geh na paalam..

here i go again..

here i go all the time..

haiyzt..

after a countless days, i saw the 2 guys who’s been part of my life..

yah, they been part of my life as the person i’d almost love..

(kaya napapabuntong hininga ako eh)

haizt..

well lets start with william..

as far as i know his real name is william villaluz..

he has the most beautiful i’ve ever seen then..

but he’s not that tall..(hihi)

i always saw him with his mountain bike passing by in the front of our house before..

and there’s was this time that i block his way just to ask what’s his name..

to my luck, his not that suplado, so he gave me his name an had a chat for a couple of minutes, then he went off..

since then, everytme he passes through my house he smiles at me, as in everytime he sees me he’ll always smile..

actually he has this certain time when he’ll pass, so i mark the time, set an alarm and make sure that im in my most charming aura (haha) when he pass by..

so it almost happen everyday, till one day he didn’t pass by..

that one day turns into a week..

a week turns into a month..

a month turns into a year..

and a year turns into years..

till last week..

i saw him in our new compound were  i live..

i was buying a cigarette then, we’re he’s also a customer..

too bad he didn’t even recognizes me…

i saw..

a guy in distress..

everything on him just change..

his hair, his complexion everything..

but still he has those eyes..

i dont know why did i saw him again..

sya na kaya ang mamahalin ko?

oh talagang may ginagawa lang xa dun sa compound namen??

haist..

here’s another one..

meet don-don..

his real name is don caraz..

that is accordingto him..

he has similarity with david archuleta

actually he’s my friends boyfriend when i met him..

i never really like him the first time i saw him..

he’s too soft, actually he’s a bisexual..

the problem with me is, the often i saw him the more im liking him..

so we often see each other, but not that often that we always see each other everyday..

we became friends, textmates and the likes..

but i never tell him that i like him..

just like william, he also disappear..

he disappear because he and my friend broke up..

he didnt even come to my bestfriends house were we used to hang out..

and after a couple of months..

im hearing news that he and my other friend is on a relationship..

well actaully sila na talaga..

slight nagulat ako..

and you know naman na this is not the first time na nangyari to di ba..

nagpupunta na ulit xa sa bahay ng bestfriend ko..

but we haven’t had a chance na magkita kasi nga andito ako sa alabang..

till palm sunday..

nasa cavite ako nun..

after kong pumunta ng church at nagpabless ng palaspas..

kinuha ko na sa bahay yung mga gamit ko at babayahe na ko papuntang alabang..

naging ugali ko na pumunta sa bahay ng bestfriend ko bago ako bumyahe..

so nagpunta nga ako dun..

hinintay sya kasi naliligo pa daw xa..

after nyang maligo tinanong nya ako..

“nasan na yung dalawa?”

sabi ko..

“sinong dalawa?”

sabi nya..

“Si Don at (yung name ng friend ko)..”

nagulat ako..

“ha? andito sila?”

sabi nya..

“Uu, ayan pa yung gamit nila eh, siguro lumabas lang.”

nagpanic na ako..

“hala, alis na ako..yoko sila makita..”

then the next senario, piniglan nya ako..

nagpapigil naman ako kasi gusto ko nga xa makita eh..

then i waited inside the house..

mamaya lang dumating na sila..

ang tagal ko sa loob..

tas biglang pumasok yung friend ko, ayun since alam nya na crush yung jowa nya, inistir nya ako..

eh gumagabi na, gagabihin na rin ako sa byahe..

so lumabas na ako kahit alam ko na nandun silang dalawa..

paglabas ko ng house diretso ako sa tindahan..

as in dinedma ko sila..

eh tinawag nya ako..

ayun..

bumalik ako..hihi

so pagbalik ko we talk..

he asks kung kumusta na ba ako..

i said im fine..

then silence between us..

silang dalawa na lang ng jowa nya ang nag-usap..

tas he ask kung pede mag wash ng face dun sa bestfriend ko..

so binigyan xa ng soap and towel then he stand up to wash..

and to my godforsaken surprise.(may ganun talaga? haha)

he kissed me on my cheek!!!

(oh di ba? sinu di magugulat dun?)

but of course that kissed was a just a friendly kiss..

but still he kissed me..

woooooooooohhhhh!!

(express ko lang toh ha.. di ko kasi ma-express toh that time eh..)

and thats not the ending..

we went off papuntang court ng volleyball…

kasu walang naglalaro..

so nagpahatid na ako sa bestfriend ko dun sakayan ng jeep..

and to my second surprise…

sumama sya, of course kasama nya yung jowa nya..

(kala mu yung jowa nya parang di ko friend eh..haha..bitter)

nauna na akong maglakad, nagulat ako may umakbay saken..

sya pala..eeeeeeee!!

(ang landi ko lang ah..haha)

he’s so close to me and im barely wrapped in his arms..

wiwit!!!!!!!!!

then pinipilit nya akong wag na lang tumuloy para sa kanya..

(wow ha!! juwa?)

of course tumuloy pa rin ako..

may paxok kasi si ate kinabukasaneh..

as usual for formality, beso beso..

i expect na i kikiss nya ulit ako..

and so he did..kaso la na ko kilig factor eh..

di sumakay na nga ako ko, tas hinawakan nya pa yung kamay ko..

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then bumyahe na nga ako..

 i just realize na parehas kami ng tatak ng mobile phone (sony ericsson)

parehas kaming naka checkered na pants..

at parehas na kulay black with white line yung flipflops namen..

oh di ba?

signs ba oh coincidence lang?

eto pa..

i was walking pauwi ng house galing ako g festival..

i saw a familiar face..

tinawag ko..

“don-don!”

oh di ba of all the places na pede kami uliti magkita after ng palm sunday eh sa palengke pa ng alabang..

so we had a little chat because im rushing home..

oh di ba di sadya yun..

wala communication though alam ko yung mobile number nya di kami nagttxt..

now he’s the prob..

im confused if i should teel my friend that i saw his boo..

kasi i think may something si don-don na ginawa dun sa festi..

a bisexual thing..

so i didnt texted my friend..

but my friend texted me..

sbi nya..

“nagkita daw akyo ng asawa ko, iguro tinxt mu xa noh?”

syempre sinabi ko..

“hindi ah, di sadya yung pagkikita namen..”

sabi ng friend ko..

“nu yun destiny?”

oh di ba ang gulo..

ayoko naman bigyan ng meaning yung mga bagay bagay so i’ll wait na lang what happens next..

see you again..

mwah…

I know I can be so awkward at times

I can be insecure

You can call me naive, you can say I’m a child

You can say I’m so immature

For me to say that I love you now

But you’ll see I will prove somehow

I can be so much more

Someday there’s gonna be

An updated version of me

And somehow you’re gonna see

An udpated version of me

And there would be no reasons then

To tell me that I’m just a friend

I’ll be a much better person, you’ll see

An updated version of me

Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose

A much prettier set of eyes

Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes

If it’d help you to realize

I’ve never been this in love before

Never wanted to change at all

Now I’m willing to try… 

Someday there’s gonna be

An updated version of me

And somehow you’re gonna see

An updated version of me

And there would be no reasons then

To tell me that I’m just a friend

I’ll be a much better person, you’ll see

An updated version of me… 

Maybe then you’d realize

Or maybe you won’t

If and when that happens

I’d still be the lucky one… 

‘Coz someday there’s gonna be

An updated version of me

And somehow you’re gonna see

And updated version of me

And someday you would realize

You’ve made awful compromise

And you’d wished that you had wath you missed

‘Coz you’d miss a much better person

An updated version of me

You will see…

ganda ng meaning ng lyrics no?

isa yan sa mga kanta ni kc concepcion sa album nyang a.k.a. cassandra..

di kc ako marunong mag-upload ng kanta dito sa site na toh eh..

actually mga 20x na ako nag-attempt ayaw talaga..

click this link na lang..

http://www.imeem.com/people/M7csEZ/music/G4vpZX_N/kc-concepcion-an-updated-version-of-me/

baka mapakinggan nyu jan..

this song is for all the man i love before and still loving now..

kala nila..

bahala sila sa buhay nila..

basta ang mahalaga maganda ako..

haha

parang title yun ng last post ko ah..

well, what i’m about to write now and for you to read is all about my heart..

and how stupid my heart could be and would be..

lets take a read about this quote..

“A resting heart rate of an adult normally beats about 70x per minute. 100,800x a day, 36,817,200x a year. (wow)

Sa bawat tibok ng puso, typically about 60 to 90 ml of blood are pumped, about 10 thousand liters bawat araw at approximately 265 million liter a sa boung buhay natin.(omg)

Hindi sya tumigil sa pag-trabaho, tulog ka man o gising. Masaya ka man o hindi. In-love ka man o bigo sa pag-ibig.(talaga lng ha)

Ang sipag-sipag talaga ng heart, ang TANGA-TANGA naman…hahayyy”

ayun yun eh!

ganyang-ganyan ang puso ko..

my heart is a perfect example of that..

maka-ilang beses na akong na-inlove at sa lahat ng yun ako lang ang na-inlove..

ako lang yung kinikilig, nagpapapalpitate, at ung happy..

happy nga ba?

well..

okey lang sana kung one sided love affair..

at least may affair, di ba?

kaso wala nga eh..

here’s another one..

TA . NGA [ta-`ngah]

— noun

1.  taong ayaw magka-boyfriend pero nagrereklamong single.

-uy gusto ko kaya magka-bf, wala lang talaga magkagusto saken kaya nagrereklamo ako.

2. lalaking mahilig mambabae tapos nagugulat everytime ayaw pagkatiwalaan ng mga babae.

- ay yan totoo yan, isa ngang tanga yan..

3. ex mong iniwan ka for some unknown reason then biglang magpapa-ramdam  ulit after Jurassic years.

- korek again! kapal ng mukha ng mga taong ganyan, it reminds me sa isang forwarded message na nabasa ko, “pag bumalik ang isang tao ibig sabihin may dahilan sila, hihingi ng kapatawaran at isa pang pagkakataon o di pa sila tapos saktan ka..” kakatakot..

4. taong pilit na naghihintay sa taong wala naming balak dumating.

- parang eto lang yan eh..

“kahit anong bagal ng paglakad mo, kung di ka naman niay gustong habulin, hindi ka talaga nya maabutan..”

eto naman ang sabi ko..

“one day that person will wake up realizing how much i really mean, when that day comes, i’ll be waking up with someone who already did. just wait and see..”

so all i have to do us wait and wait..

haha..paranoid..

5. babae o lalakeng ilang beses na naloko sa pare-parehong dahilan pero di natututo.

- hindi naman talaga ako niloloko ng mga minamahal ko eh, nagkakataon lang na pag sobrang mahal ko na sila saka sila magmamahal ng iba..hayyy

6. mag-jowang araw-araw nag-aaway pero hinding-hindi daw sila maghihiwalay. 

- well in fairness true yan, may kakilala akong ganyan and believe me sila pa rin until now at ang nakakaloka gay at men ang magjowa na yun ah..

7. textmate na nagbibigay ng load/pasaload pero hindi naman tini-text nang kanyang pinagbibigyan ng load ngunit patuloy paring nagbibigay ng load.

- ah yan ang di mangyayari saken (kuripot kasi ako eh, hahaha) pero madami na akong kakilalang ganyan at nakakatawa yung mga itsura nila pag di sila nirereplyan at if replyan naman ay isang capital letter na K..haha

8. taong magpapa-kamatay para sa taong wala namang pakialam.

- that is so absurd! i wouldn’t do that! oh my god! baliw, praning, and whatever they call them similar to that, ang taong ganun..

—Related forms

 
Ka.ta.nga.han, adjective

Ta.ta.nga.ta.nga, verb

Ta.nge.ngot, noun

 
—Synonyms

          Hangal, gunggong, estupido/a, gago/a, ungas, walang kwenta,

walang saysay, luko-luko, luka-luka , bobo.

i don’t know if related yan sa heart ha..

eto last na toh..

“hindi tanga ang mga taong sobra kung  magmahal.. sadyang ginagawa lang silang tanga ng mga taong mahal nila..”

Caress!!!

but i believe na may connection talaga between the heart and the mind when it comes to love..

but theres one quotation that makes me believe that there is still hope beyond those multiple heartaches..

“somewhere between heartaches and waiting comes another chance to be found by someone.. who can show you that you dont have to be just an option but the only choice…”

oh di ba ang taray!

haha..

god bless..

badtrip naman talaga oh..
why am i always been put in this situation??
parang lagi na lang ako ang epal..
parang lagi na lang ako ang nakikisawsaw..
lagi na lang akong nag-aabang at nagbabakasakali..
punyeta..
di ba pedeng ako lang o ako muna…
nakakasawa na eh..
natatakot naman ako magpropose kasi takot ako sa rejection..
bakit sinu bang hindi, di ba?
paghinintay ko naman na xa ang magpropose, anu ako babae?
hindi ko alam if nararamdaman nya o sadyang dinidedma nya lang..
anu pa ba ang kulang?
o
sumobra na ba?
kakainis naman o..
di ko na alam kung san ko na ilulugar yung sarili ko sa kanya..
peste talaga..
hindi nya lang alam kung anu ang namiss nya..hahaha..ganda!!
hayst…
kapagod talaga magmahal ng palihim…
humanda sya pagnagtagpo ulit ang landas namen…
maghahanda din ako, baka hagard ako nun eh..hihi..
ah basta, sana eto na yung last..
promise ill keep my heart seal na forever, total malabo naman yung love eh..
walang surity…
uu magiging happy ka..
but eventually puro sakit na..
after that bittersweet memories naman..
nakakalurkey!!
pero charing lang..
baka kasi mapansin nya ako ee..
assumera!!! haha..
anu ba yan..
nalilito nahihilo na ako..
aasa ba ako sayo..
asan ba ako sayo??..
huhu..
ah bahala na..
if may chance na maging kame..
mangyayari naman yun eh..
pedeng namang maghintay..
(maghintay na nman?
maghintay hanggang mapagod..
hanggang mainlove ulit..
maulit ulit ang mga nangyayaring ito..
ganun naman yun eh paulit ulit lang..
sana may dumating na mag-iiba naman ng ikot ng buhay ko..
at sana sakin talaga xa..
willing naman akong maghintay kahit gaano katagal basta bibilisan nya lang..(anu daw? haha)
baka lang kasi mainip ako..hihi
tama na nga etong emote na to..

chapter 2

here i go again..

umuwi ako last saturday (mar.21) sa cavite dahil medyo naiisterss ako sa situation ko dito sa alabang (that was nothing personal, emotional lang talaga ako).

bale yun na nga, i was in cavite dapat pupunta ako sa GEB ng clan ko kaso delikado na ang pagpunta dun pag gabi na so i decided na wag na lang pumunta..

(singit ko lang ha, nakita ko rin nang araw na yun sila kristsuper, nicolehilaya at sam milby sa festival mall)

nang napagdesisyona ko nga na wag nang tumuloy, pumunta na lang ako sa court namen, hoping na may nagba-volleyball, awa ng diyos di nya ako binigo, meron nga..

so pinanunuod ko sila maglaro hanggang sa matapos sila, after nila matapos magpapa-isang set ako, kaso sa selected people lang..

then natapos yung play, naiwan kami ni oren sa kanila kasi yung iba nameng kasama nag uwian muna..

may sinabi sya na nagpatambling saken..

yung isa nameng tropa na crush ko e syinota naman ng isa ko pang tropa, and i feel na hindi sila bagay (ewan ko ha, opinion ko naman to eh)..

nagulat talaga ako, although im hearing some gossips na pamigay talaga ang hayup, i never thought na ganun talaga sya, sayang kahawig pa naman sya ni david archuleta.. kaasar..

no offense sa tropa ko na naging jowa nya ah, girl just an advice, alagaan mu xa, baka agawin ko xa sau..haha..ang ganda ko..haha

chapter 3

alam mu isa lang toh sa mga silent heartbreaks ko eh..

silent heartbreak means like silent lover the only difference is you had a brokenheart..

kasi naman katulad ng silent lover di mu pede basta basta na lang i-express yung feelings mu, you must keep it until further..notice?

one of the most common reason kung bakit may silent lover at may silent heartache eh dahil sa imposibleng love interest..

magkagusto ba sa kasing gwapo ni dennis trillo o kaya ni piolo pascual di ba, pero kahit alam na imposible, go pa rin, kahit magkandalasug lasug na ang puso sa sakit..

basta, kelangan cool ka lang.. yung bang tipong anjan na xa sa harapan mu pero di mu xa pede yakapin, halikan o kausapin man lang..

things like that, ang may pinakamalakasa maka depress and frustrate ng buhay..

haizt..

pero kahit na always akong ganyan i feel happy everytime na nakakakita ako sa isa sa mga minamahal ko (korek, madami sila) then mag-smile lang sya saken ok na ako, feel ko complete na yung araw ko..

sound pathetic and corny noh?

la tau magagawa jan, pag di ka talaga mukhang lovable, sorry ka na lang..

may mga friends naman jan na willing i-appriciate yung pagiging lovable mu eh, yun nga lang platonic..

bullshit talaga..

tas now kachat ko kanina yung crush ko ng collage, sabi nya maliligo lang sya, 3 hours ago na di na bumalik pero online pa rin xa..

ala na ko masulat..

o xa sige na..

till nxt heartache..